a thousand death

years have passed,
but everyday still feels
like I'm dying,
as if I died
a thousand death.

New Moon

"Even more, I had never meant to love him.
One thing I truly knew -
knew it in the pit of my stomach,
in the center of my bones,
knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,
knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone
the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair."
— Stephenie Meyer

Three Years Later....

No more heaven,
the skies gone black...
memories have faded
like the rose that has wilt.
Death is final,
the only way to ease this pain...
it's OVER, it's DONE!

ALL I WANT IS YOU! (Barry Lewis)

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,

The rumble of your water would be my call.

If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow

Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod

If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.

If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

If you were the love, I'd be the desire.

If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,

And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

NO AIR (Jordin Sparks)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me

to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived

I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me

to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No more

It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

Recovering...

*Geo wasn't able to finish renovating her blog. She is now on recovery and will take some time before she comes back....

NO POST!

VanillaSkies is RENOVATING her BLOG- "Please bear with me! Thank you!"

The Day I STOP Loving You Is the DAY When I SHUT My Eyes FOREVER......

Isn't it sad that in our lives we're sumtymz forced to say gudbye to the person we love & care about the most for there are reasons we're powerless to explain??becz no matter hw we try to save The good old times & salvage the little feelings we have left all ends jz refuse to meet & the only right thing to do is to break away & let go.To show ur beloved jz hw mch pain u're willing to take--To make him so damn happy!

What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away. Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone. There are days I pretend I'm ok.

Nilla sans make-up!

Happy Easter!

Something to reflect:

"The worst regret we can have in life is NOT for the wrong things we did.

But for the RIGHT THINGS we could have done but we never did!"

The-Babe's Good Novel

@The-Babe: Garfield`, I think a good novel would be where a bunch of men on a ship are looking for a whale. They look and look, but you know what? They never find him. And you know why they never find him? It doesn't say. The book leaves it up to you, the reader, to decide. Then, at the very end, there's a page you can lick and it tastes like Kool-Aid.

"Even if I am not the light, I can be the spark.
Let us start the change we want to see,
The change that begins with me!"

"One who dares to teach must never cease to learn."

TWO FRIENDS

Two friends were walking
through the desert.
during some point of the
journey,they had an
argument; and one friend
slapped the other one
on the face.

the one who got slapped
was hurt, but without
saying anything,
wrote in the sand:
"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME ON THE FACE."
They kept on walking,
until they found an oasis,
where they decided
to take a bath
the one who had been
slapped got stuck in the
mire and started drowning,
but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from
the near drowning,
he wrote on a stone:
"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE ".

The friend who had slapped
and saved his best friend
asked him, "AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?"
The friend replied:"WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE
WHERE NO WIND
CAN EVER ERASE IT."

"LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN
THE SAND AND TO
CARVE YOUR
BENEFITS IN STONE."

They say "IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL
PERSON, AN HOUR TO
APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY
TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE
TO FORGET THEM!"


*note: this is NOT my orig. composition but I borrowed this from someone I can't remember anymore who. My apology to the author.

I Will

Who knows how long I've loved you

You know I love you still

Will I wait a lonely lifetime

If you want me to I will

For if I ever saw you

I didn't catch your name

But it never really mattered

I will always feel the same

Love you forever, and for ever

Love you with all my heart

Love you whenever we're together

Love you when we're apart

And when at last I find you

Your song will fill the air

Sing it loud so I can hear you

Make it easy to be near you

For the things you do endear you

To me ah, you know I will

I will

-The Beatles

Fwends

Look what I found when I clicked the website that Loki^ sent me.... She left a comment in one of my post after some issues in our chat room. I find this cute and funny! Look at the way Garfield smile, so much like me when I've done something bad--- MWUAHAHAHA!
But I swear! I was INNOCENT!!! ;P

The Spiderwick Chronicles (Book I, II & III)

Hooraaay!!! I finally got the first three volumes of the Spiderwick Chronicles Books!!! Ta ta ta! Something to read, collect, think and talk about over coffee in Starbucks!!! ta ta ta! ;p

Although, I know, I should been starting with the "A Series of Unfortunate Events" books but they are plenty and expensive to collect (13 volumes in all). And I want the hardbound edition which cost more than the Spiderwick Chronicles. However, the good thing is.... I already have the diary of the " A Series of Unfortunate Event" which I got from a bargain books sale in Katipunan for just P11.00--- PRESTO! But if you will see the tag price in the book store now it cost a looooot!!!!!

Anyway, I will get the other books after I collect and finish reading Spiderwick so, keep posted! ;D 'cuz I will be rattling about the stories soon!!!

Star Teacher

I always love your class;
Your teaching helps me see,
That to have a happy life,
LEARNING is the KEY.

You understand your students;
You're sensitive and smart.

You're a skillful teacher;
I knew it from the start.

I'm greatful for your wisdom

For the teacher that you are;

You're a very good person,
And as a teacher, you're a STAR!

GOD BLESS YOU TEACHER GEORGIE!!!

by: Joanna Fuchs