Saturday, August 23, 2008

Three Years Later....

No more heaven,
the skies gone black...
memories have faded
like the rose that has wilt.
Death is final,
the only way to ease this pain...
it's OVER, it's DONE!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

ALL I WANT IS YOU! (Barry Lewis)

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,

The rumble of your water would be my call.

If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow

Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod

If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.

If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

If you were the love, I'd be the desire.

If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,

And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

NO AIR (Jordin Sparks)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air
[Chorus x2]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Recovering...

*Geo wasn't able to finish renovating her blog. She is now on recovery and will take some time before she comes back....

Monday, June 02, 2008

NO POST!

VanillaSkies is RENOVATING her BLOG- "Please bear with me! Thank you!"

Saturday, May 24, 2008

The Day I STOP Loving You Is the DAY When I SHUT My Eyes FOREVER......

Monday, May 12, 2008

Isn't it sad that in our lives we're sumtymz forced to say gudbye to the person we love & care about the most for there are reasons we're powerless to explain??becz no matter hw we try to save The good old times & salvage the little feelings we have left all ends jz refuse to meet & the only right thing to do is to break away & let go.To show ur beloved jz hw mch pain u're willing to take--To make him so damn happy!

Friday, May 09, 2008

What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away. Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone. There are days I pretend I'm ok.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easter!

Something to reflect:
"The worst regret we can have in life is NOT for the wrong things we did.
But for the RIGHT THINGS we could have done but we never did!"

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

The-Babe's Good Novel

@The-Babe: Garfield`, I think a good novel would be where a bunch of men on a ship are looking for a whale. They look and look, but you know what? They never find him. And you know why they never find him? It doesn't say. The book leaves it up to you, the reader, to decide. Then, at the very end, there's a page you can lick and it tastes like Kool-Aid.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

"Even if I am not the light, I can be the spark.
Let us start the change we want to see,
The change that begins with me!"

Tuesday, February 19, 2008


"One who dares to teach must never cease to learn."

TWO FRIENDS

Two friends were walking
through the desert.
during some point of the
journey,they had an
argument; and one friend
slapped the other one
on the face.

the one who got slapped
was hurt, but without
saying anything,
wrote in the sand:

"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME ON THE FACE."

They kept on walking,
until they found an oasis,
where they decided
to take a bath
the one who had been
slapped got stuck in the
mire and started drowning,
but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from
the near drowning,
he wrote on a stone:

"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE ".


The friend who had slapped
and saved his best friend
asked him
,
"AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?"

The friend replied:"WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
IN SAND
, WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE
WHERE NO WIND
CAN EVER ERASE IT
."


"LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN
THE SAND AND TO
CARVE YOUR
BENEFITS IN STONE
."


They say "IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL
PERSON, AN HOUR TO
APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY
TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE
TO FORGET THEM!"



*note: this is NOT my orig. composition but I borrowed this from someone I can't remember anymore who. My apology to the author.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

I Will

Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to I will

For if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same

Love you forever, and for ever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you

For the things you do endear you
To me ah, you know I will
I will

-The Beatles

Fwends



Look what I found when I clicked the website that Loki^ sent me.... She left a comment in one of my post after some issues in our chat room. I find this cute and funny! Look at the way Garfield smile, so much like me when I've done something bad--- MWUAHAHAHA!
But I swear! I was INNOCENT!!! ;P

Saturday, February 16, 2008

The Spiderwick Chronicles (Book I, II & III)



Hooraaay!!! I finally got the first three volumes of the Spiderwick Chronicles Books!!! Ta ta ta! Something to read, collect, think and talk about over coffee in Starbucks!!! ta ta ta! ;p

Although, I know, I should been starting with the "A Series of Unfortunate Events" books but they are plenty and expensive to collect (13 volumes in all). And I want the hardbound edition which cost more than the Spiderwick Chronicles. However, the good thing is.... I already have the diary of the " A Series of Unfortunate Event" which I got from a bargain books sale in Katipunan for just P11.00--- PRESTO! But if you will see the tag price in the book store now it cost a looooot!!!!!

Anyway, I will get the other books after I collect and finish reading Spiderwick so, keep posted! ;D 'cuz I will be rattling about the stories soon!!!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Star Teacher


I always love your class;
Your teaching helps me see,
That to have a happy life,
LEARNING is the KEY.



You understand your students;
You're sensitive and smart.



You're a skillful teacher;
I knew it from the start.

I'm greatful for your wisdom
For the teacher that you are;
You're a very good person,
And as a teacher, you're a STAR!


GOD BLESS YOU TEACHER GEORGIE!!!

by: Joanna Fuchs

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Take Away


Take away my sorrow,
Take away my sadness,
And bring back my smile.
Give back the happiness
That my life once knew.

Don’t walk away from me
And forget all the love we once had
‘Cuz it’s so hard for me baby.

Wipe away my tears
That I may see the sun shine
And know the essence of how life is
Worth living, that waiting is worth the while
‘Cuz in the end you and I will be together still.

Don’t walk away from me
And forget all the love we once had
‘Cuz its so hard for me baby.

Please,
Take away my sorrow,
Take away my sadness,
And wipe away my tears

Give me back the happiness
That my life once knew
That I may learn to smile again
And see the world bright.

Ohh, please don’t walk away
And forget all the love we once had
Don’t leave me standing out in the cold
‘Cuz its so hard for me baby.

Please take away, take away, take away
Take it all away.

Monday, January 21, 2008

Playing our OWN CARDS

The important thing to know is that life will always deal us a few bad cards. But we have to play those cards the best we can. And WE can play to win!

-Gokongwei

Sunday, January 20, 2008

In My Life


Six years ago, I was living in another condo and sharing the rent with two other roommates. One is a colleague and another was a schoolmate in college. At that time, cellular phone was the craze of age! I was happy as usual until one night a mysterious text message was sent to me by someone I don’t even know, the message reads….


Sa buhay ko,
mayroon akong minahal.
may minamahal
at siguro,
may mas mamahalin pa.
Alam mo
kung saan ka doon?
Ikaw yung …
BUHAY KO!


Translation in English:

In my life,
I have loved.
I love someone.
And perhaps,
will love even more.
Do you know
where you stand?
YOU are …
MY LIFE!


I have no idea who sent it but the message hits me. I never though I’d touch anybody’s heart in such a way like that and it’s so heart crushing that I didn’t even know. Never had any idea that there was someone out there…. If in anyway, I had broken his heart I’m sincerely sorry. But my ignorance isn’t to blame. Maybe, whoever that person is, maybe he didn’t have the courage or didn’t wanted to be in the way of my happiness ‘cuz I was with someone else at that time…. Anyway, I kept that message until my fone broke and I had a new one. I couldn’t retrace the message after I changed fone. But my mind knew the lines by heart. I have no idea what to do with it back then and how I wish to give it to someone I meant it to.

In the year 2005, the time came and I finally found the person to whom I should tell this poem. I wanted that person to remember it by heart in the way I did as it had made an impact on me. Unfortunately, that person and I parted ways. Although, I was able to tell it to him through chat but I also wanted him to have it in REALITY. Sadly, I was never able to send it to him even after for several times we almost reconciled back. So, to this very day I still keep that small note where I scribbled those English translations of the original Tagalog text message. I can’t help not to cry when I saw it again because that person means so much to me! I’d like to send it on Valentine to let him know, how much he means to me… back then…. and even now…Yes, until NOW! But then…again…it won’t matter anymore…. IN MY LIFE!
:(

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

So where will you be
when you tire of the fun,
the escape,
the charade and
your time in the sun?

-redtangent

Optical ILLUSION

Saturday, January 12, 2008

World’s Greatest and Deadliest Weapon

Have you ever wondered?
What is the world’s most powerful and deadliest weapon?
That man ever has? ----It’s WORDS.

The power of words,
can make you and unmake you!
They are the most useful
of all weapons that no one has ever thought of.
How much damage it can make to another human being is
sometimes beyond measure or consoling like the word SORRY!

Words are more deadly when spoken out of hatred, anger or out of being provoked.
Man lost control of himself,
And say things out of mean coldness and rudest of emotion.
He says things that he would later regret
However, once he comes to the point when his outburst had been fed,
Calmness would then reside.
But the guilt of hurting and saying mean things
That they truly never meant too, had all been said.
The harm has been done!

Words can make you, and unmake you!
Don’t use them as a tool to hurt people,
Like your family and friends or people who loves you and who you care about.

Don’t take them for GRANTED!
Just because they are your family and friends
Or because you knew they will love and accept you despite your faults
Or take refugee in the reason that you are ONLY HUMAN!
Those people are HUMAN TOO!
And need to be respected and treated with care!
They are not people whom you can dump your trash
And mean shits when you had enough.
Because they’ve done NOTHING WRONG to deserve the things you said!
Come to think, they were even there to SUPPORT and LOVE you!
So don’t you think you ought to do the same?
Instead of giving them bullshits.


Words can make you, and unmake you!
They are the world’s deadliest and most powerful weapon
Don’t abuse your fellow men with WORDS!


Because….

The trouble with words is,
Once said, they exist forever.
Once let loose,
They can’t be recaptured.
Once heard
They can’t ever really
Be forgotten!

In anger and weakness
Men would do the unthinkable---
Used WORDS to hurt others!

Don’t be like this!
As a REAL FRIEND
Know what the right thing to say...
When one is hurting you should be sympathetic
Instead of telling them DIDN’T I TELL YOU?!?
Where are you truly?
Not only physically or emotionally but mentally too,
Just when a friend is hurting deep inside?
Why give them these COMFORTING words of I TOLD YOU SOS!!!

But thanks anyway,

For in these, I realize what you are.

Friday, January 11, 2008

Courage

All may do equal work
But the one who stands out
Will be the one who has
the COURAGE to CHANGE and
be DIFFERENT!


*source: unknown

Lasting Peace...

Lasting peace is…

When you have paid your bills
When there is still money left to spend for
When you get what you wanted.
When you have done groceries
and the fridge and cupboards are full.
When you had a good meal.
-Burp!

When your family is happy together
-remember the line “that’s what siblings do!”
When you get a promotion
When you have a good laugh or you are with friends
When you’ve done and said something nice
-help console a friend or say I LOVE YOU!

When my half-sister thought about me
and sends me messages on my cellularphone
When I feel that despite being half-sisters
and despite the arguments, she still respects me.
When I recall the times we were together and went shopping
-which one suits me? This or that? OH!!!
When I had a REAL conversation with my half-sister.
- hahahaha!

Lasting peace is…

When Loki and Melissa are being silly online
-Geo` you NUTS!
When my daddy HangMan can sense my predicament
-are you okay Garfield`?
When I kiss my The_Babe goodbye or goodnight!
-Yeah, float away you fairy
When I am my usual Garfield` self!
-TA!
When my neo counter gets an additional flag
When I get emails on my priority account
-You have 7 new mail from….
When I can chat with JEGR in yahoo!
-BUZZ! You there?
When I play games with my little virtual brother Sebby in yahoo!
-Word Game/Octopus
When I can beat Sebby in the second game ;P
-Grrrr!

When I am playing music in my multi-media player
-QUEEN
When I can connect 24/7 online.
-Free OFF-PEAK internet access
When Knuffelaar pops online just when I least expected
or sometimes just when I needed him most!
-Hai Cat!
When I see BrisvegasJON (my weekend master) in msn.
-Hi Garfield`!
When my `Arkangel tackles me
-mwuahahahaha!
When I say ACK!
- O_O

These are lasting peace for me…. What’s yours?

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Wireless Door Bell, Knobs and Locks!

Heyas! Look!

I just bought a doorbell that is capable of buzzing different kinds of sound and it also have blinking lights on the top and front.It's guaranteed to catch attention when it buzzes. I installed it in my room so in case when I will have a visitor and the person has no cellphone to inform me of the unexpected visit (say like my dad who can't text but can only make calls on his cellphone!!!) they can just press the doorbell and need not ask my landlord to open the door. SO, this way I have more privancy and also I installed a new double locks on my door and replaced the knob (!?!?)

Well, my old roomie transferred in another room but still in the same unit where I am living. However, I found out that she has not returned all her keys to the landlord and its been a month!!!.... in meaning she is probably snooping in my room when I am not home. BAD BAD BAD!!! So to those who share a room with someone not related to them should always make sure to change the locks when your room mate leaves to transfer in another room or place 'cuz you never know they may have duplicated the keys or didn't returned it and pretends to have lost them! NEVER TRUST STRANGERS! be wary and be wise!!!

Sunday, January 06, 2008

What's NEW?

New Dye and Hair Cut:
Burgundy color and shoulder lenght hair!

New Diet:
Include 1 yogurt in your daily diet
Have enough Breakfast,
skip Lunch every Tues & Thurs.,
eat more vegetable or salad for dinner.
Drink more Del Monte pineapple juice.

New Dentist:
Just a few blocks from where I live

New drinking Glasses and China:
Ocean brand
microwaveable & Dishawasher safe!

New Schedule:
JANUARY

Sundays :
Daily Mass at 9-10am
Community Volunteer Service 10-11am.
Lunch with Dad 12noon
Exercise 6pm

Mondays:
Book Reading and Coffee at Starbucks 9-10am
Lunch Meeting with Friends 12noon
Tutoring 1:30-4pm

Tuesday & Thursday:
Sketching
Painting
Bloggin
Poetry 9am-12noon
Tutoring 1:30-4pm

Wednesday & Friday:
Lesson Planning 9:30-11:30am
Lunch with Colleagues and Friends 12noon
Book Reading (CSB-LRC) 1-2pm
Lectures 2:30-5:30pm
Consultations 6-7pm

Saturdays:
Breakfast at Mc Donald's 8am
Readings 9-11am
Organizations Meetings 2pm onwards

1st New DVD:
Fun with Dick & Jane
-bought last 4th of Jan.2008

New Books:
A Series of Unfortunate Event

New Planner Book & Diary:
The SECRET Diary of a Deaf Woman
-bwuahahaha! ;p

New Beauty Regiment:
Daytime:
Exercise for 30 min.
use lip gloss,
put lotion,
use PONDS

Night time:
have a warm bath,
use OIL of OLAY
put lotion
Sleep early!!!

New Menu:
PASTA
Baked Macaroni
Lasagna
Carbonara
VEGETABLES
Adobong Sitaw
Ginisang Sitaw
ChopSuey
Okoy
Bitter Gourd
Smashed Potato
MEAT
Beef with Mushroom
Binagoongan
Baked Chicken & Beans
Adobo
Menudo
Sinigang na Baboy
Beef Tapa

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

The Beginning of the End

Last Books I Read:
Harry Potter Book 6th and 7th
-given to me as a birthday present
by my pal JON from Australia.

Last DVD Movies I Watched:
Babel and London
-courtesy of Kuya Pepot.

Last Brand of Pizza I ate:
Yellow Cab's Vegetarian Pizza

Last AWFUL Dinner I ate that made me SICK!:
KFC's and their one day to expiration date brownies
-They should be sued for making a lot of people sick!


Last Designer Brand I bought:
LACOSTE Pink Wallet
-really pink and cheap at a bargain in Divisoria! TA!!!


Last watches I got:
GUCCI and ZHEN watch

Most Touching Gift I Recieved:
A big wooden picture frame & a stylish clutch bag
-from my COSKI 1A Students

Last Money I got:
$100
-courtesy of Kuya Pepot

Last Thing I Bought with my Money:
MICROWAVE


Last Clothes I bought:
Three Colorful Blouses by Julia
-thanks for half-sister Gee's help!

Latest additional Nephew:
VON LIIT
-Gee's first born son

Latest additionalNiece:
CHRISTINE
-Kuya Pepot's 2nd daughter

Last Special Occassion I Attended:
Christine's Baptisimal in Pampanga
Dec. 25, 2007

Last 3 People I Owe:
Mrs. Joy, Leo and Aris

Last Person I Decided to Forget:
Jose Andres Huerta Valtier

Last Person I Forgave:
RL: Steff
IRC: PS -don't ask who, its in code.hehehe!

Last Person To Walk Out of the Door:
Nicotine`

Last Person Who Knocked on MY Door:
Shunpike Turnpike Pumpkins

The Man Who Came Back:
PS

Last Broken Friendship:
RL: Lewi
IRC: `Bubbles

Truest Friends (As TESTED by TIME again and again...):
RL: Ivy, Ms.Joy and Clarice
IRC: Loki` and Melissa`

Last Friends Standing:
RL:Jopet and Maru
IRC: Angel Maya

This Year's Best GIFTS I Ever Got:
Mark Jame's birthday gifts!
-Harry Potter Books and a Personalized B-day card

Last 2People I Talked to:
RL: Gee
IRC: R3dux

Last Pleasant Dream:
huh! err....hmmm... XP
-I was even hearing a beautiful music at that time.

Most Saddest Moment of My Life:
Being Pushed AWAY and learning to let go!

Most Happiest Moment of My Life:
hmm...it was Novemeber 26 and New Year's Eve

First Christmas Emails I got:
Melissa and Loki's

Last People I Saw in WebCam:
Family: Steff and Nicole
Cousin: Allyson
Friend: R3dux

Last Meal I Cooked:
Baked Macaroni
-for a change!

Last Person to Greet Me Merry Christmas:
Tita Evelyn
-through text message.

Last Person to Greet Me Happy New Year:
JV
-through text
Phansai
-in person